so i’ve been dating this boy for a few months now and he just recently asked to make it official (woo!) however my mom still hasn’t met him/refuses to meet him for the most whack reason and it’s that he had cancer as a child. she kept trying to persuade me not to see him because she was afraid that i’d get too emotionally attached to boy and he might get sick again in the future. she’s not the type to stop me from seeing him because she knows she can’t and i’m not afraid to tell her i’m spending the night or going on a date with him but now that it’s official i feel somewhat guilty that she’s so stressed about this current situation…. in the beginning we would get into fights about it but she’s learned to let it go but i know she’s still super against me seeing him. what the fuck do i do lmao. dumbest part is that i know she’d really like him if i hadn’t told her about the cancer in the first place
neil got an invite to a holiday party and he got invited by FOX’s executive producer or some shit and he’s taking meeeeeeeeee ahhhhhhh what if like the cast of brooklyn nine nine is ganna be there
this is the first weekend in like three months that neil and i aren’t hanging out and i’m bummed as heck cuz now i gotta wait another week and it’s cuz he got his wisdom teeth out but ugh i could have just spooned him while he bled from his mouth i just wanted to cuddle and be with him
this world is so small and i guess more specifically the film industry is small. i had to take an exam today for a certificate in an editing software and i sat next to neil’s assistant editor like okkkkkk. also i’m embarrassed cuz i didn’t pass
